SEX…

Hmmm…Lol. Everyone is always indulging in freaky conversations about how great their sex lives are. Well, mine isn’t so great. Not at this moment, anyway! Lol. Tomorrow will make a year since my last sexual encounter. Not engaging in sexual activity has certainly allowed poisons to enter my daily thoughts. My mind has taken me to explicit places & untouched heights that I could’ve never anticipated. Sensual thoughts of both friends & strangers doing ungodly things in the most random places. From innocent one on one sessions with yearlong boos to lustful fantasies of vulgar public sex. Many, indecent acts of raging hormones ready to explode and be released from not only my exploited mind, but my yearning body as well. As each day pass, it becomes more common for me to notice this throbbing sensation that wants to adventure. My mind is beginning to weaken. I don’t think I can last without it much longer. The desire to caress the body of another has turned from a slight crave to a major necessity. Lately, I can’t help but notice that the urge to watch porn has become more of an infatuation. This uncontrollable X-Rated attraction is unbearable! Upload after upload, the Book of Faces seem to tease me with damn-near naked photos from sexually aroused college students. Some are apart of an ongoing list of individuals who I could fuck…or at least “shing” with. This feeling just won’t leave me alone. Maybe I should just give in…